Last week I was going to start pushing the Goddess Gala. Instead, I will wait a few more weeks to see what kind of miracles happen. I am still going for it though. I already paid for the dang event fees and all of the necessary permits. Hoops have been jumped through! As of now the event is still on. If it turns out a no, well then, “whomp-whomp” to me. Of coarse, already sold tickets will be refunded. That does not mean I am not selling tickets now. I will still sell tickets now because it is limited. I am going to wait on makeing an event page for the Goddess Gala, I will however, start blogging about it from here until then. So gala is still on this summer.

PayPal or Zelle me at shashabelly@yahoo.com. $20.

Are you sick of hearing and reading about this Co- V? Here is something different to read about, my personal business. I suppose I will use this golden girl goddess title to publicly celebrate the new goddess within me, or is it without me? I don’t know, I just know my excuse is, or used to be… pre-meno’. Early menopause runs in my family and I guess that is what happened. I am and now full meno’. I can’t even type it out, it’s that crazy. I have busted out the last little egg a year ago. sniff. sad. NOT! Because some girls just wanna have fun and its a pain in the ass to deal with a period while having hot flashes and tyring to have fun all at the same time. So the sooner the better.

Are you cringing yet? Then I will wrap this up.

I get to say that the goddess of auntie Flo has officially moved out! Hell ya! And I actually started sleeping again. After 6 years of insomnia and night sweats I am finally normalizing. I had insomnia for so long; its crazy to say…but I think I miss it! Waking up at 2 AM and 3 AM every single night! Watching TV or driving around until 4 or 5 AM! That all turned out to be a lifestyle that I slowly adapted to. So it feels awkward to be going back to regular sleep and cool sheets. I kinda have to adapt back.

MmmmmHMM! I am ready to get my Blanche Devereaux on! yeeeees! “‘bout time!”

Ugh. I better stretch, I just tried to lift my leg and pulled somthing in my rib.

Speakin’ of Blanche, its time to get these girls a new bra to celebrate! And by these“girls” I am referring to what is under my Golden Girls goddess pajamas. As you can see in this pic why I named the “girls” Blanche and Rose. I just hope I don’t have to name them Dorthy and Sophia anytime soon…know what I mean?!

Until next blog…! I am still staying random as hell! Remember this shit? LMAO!!!