yep. The day is here and I really don’t think I’m caring too much anymore. Mostly because of the “waiting around” for it. I’m referring to the AFI concert. It’s finally going to happen tonight. It was pushed back last March and I bought my ticket a year ahead of that. So right now it’s like lets just get this over with. Because a lot has happened since and I’m too old for this shiz. Too busy I should say, I just want to use this night to nap.

I do have my my favorite black house sweater on. It’s covered in cat hair. I plan on wearing it tonight at the show with my usual mom half bun hair with the split-ends stickin’ out. I’m hoping it will work for me as there is so much white cat hair on it , it should glow nicely under the black lights. If everything continues to go my way, as in going to the show in my comfy clothes and standing out in the black lights, then I have a chance of having my dream come true where Davey from AFI sees me out there in the audience.

My dream come true will happen where he hones in on me with the spotlight and our eyes connect. Awwww yeAH! babeY! He be like “Hey little miss murder…. [insert Davey scream here]HoOOOOOOeeeeeW!…”

But then knowing my life, my dream come true will quickly become my worst nightmare where he be like,
”What song do you want me to play for you?” and all I can reply is … “..I don’t know the name of any songs”….crying my ass off …..sniiff.

Even tho I have listened to every song for over a decade in a half a million times.. Yeeeeeesh. I guess I could always just wish him a happy birthday through my tears. My three tears I will shedding. Along with the cat hair on my sweater.

What is special about this show is that it’s a family outing with my daughter and her fiancé. My son was going to be there too but he is in the USU marching band and can not make it. I just love it! Family and AFI.